,,,once again I ran away, once again I wanted to disappear,
I don't hate drawing, because if I did I wouldn't even have created this account, the problem is that I can't handle responsibility,
I'm the kind of person who doesn't know how to react properly;
Sometimes I feel that everyone is my friend and that I can get along with everyone, sometimes I come to the conclusion that it's all in my imagination, and that we're really just users of the same platform.
I have very low self-esteem, I'm not what I want to be, and nothing I do turns out the way I want;
I admire many artists, so creative, so good, so dedicated, they know what to do and how to do it;
I'm not satisfied with my current level in terms of what I draw,
I have a lot of anxiety, so much so that it triggers physical problems, and to make matters worse, I'm a bit more dramatic than a normal person;;;;
And, I can't even reply to people who send me messages, so I deleted my telegram, but I made a mistake,,, I should have deleted the channel before.
This message is directed at a few specific people, who I hope will read it;; I don't have the courage to send messages directly, so I made this text.
Sending you the best. Dealing with low self worth and high anxiety are awful. Signed, someone who also deals with it. Never feeling good enough, always feeling like a bother or disappointment.
It doesn't stay bad forever <3 It's okay to not be okay, sometimes, and you'll bounce back.
Also love your art style <3 Very expressive, and emotional.
Sending you the best. Dealing with low self worth and high anxiety are awful. Signed, someone who
it's rough dealing with that anxiety and feeling like you're not keeping up.
i try to keep the frame of mind that art is there for me- for working my own demons out. but my inner critic is always in overdrive. hopefully you can get to where your art is soothing your anxiety rather than fueling it~
it's rough dealing with that anxiety and feeling like you're not keeping up. i try to keep the fram
Imagine Having to create an account just for this.
Whenever you feel like coming back i'll be waiting with open arms, also i'm gonna bite you. You scared me, i really thought something bad happened to you... glad to know you're still "here".
Imagine Having to create an account just for this. Whenever you feel like coming back i'll be waiti
You need to demand less of yourself. Comparing yourself to others is not healthy. Surely, you are not satisfied, but that might be your mind playing you tricks. Were your style insufficient, you would have no watchers.
You need to demand less of yourself. Comparing yourself to others is not healthy. Surely, you are no
Well you never came off any way other than your unique style. There are no responsibilities we expect, we just like knowing you still use this site and still wants to share stuff on here. But if drawing is too much to handle as it's a lot of work or process, or is unnerving to order commissions and make for some audience you think is expecting from you, then put it aside and go do something easier in the same subject matter so you don't have to give up a subject you enjoy, but have a limit to the work you'd like to put in that subject. Start rping or just lewd it up in message, on other posts just start chatting it up with people. Share artwork and just share sketches of anything to people who are willing to look, and ask whatever you wanted about what they think about these sketches of this stuff. But don't think to occupy time for a routine of making space for us, the "~Audience". None of us are waiting zealously for an artist's horny postings return. Its not like your content is a faucet that we turn on to get more of it. Your kinks and subject matter has been widely accepted and recieved, many of us definitely acquiring a fandom liking towards your artwork.
Well you never came off any way other than your unique style. There are no responsibilities we expe
We love you, Froog. Take your time, build up your confidence, do whatever you have to do - but know that I miss you a lot and that you're a dear friend <3
We love you, Froog. Take your time, build up your confidence, do whatever you have to do - but know
